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Very very quick update.

I just handed in one assignment on Friday there and another one to hand in for next friday plus a poster presentation on Thursday(If the scehdule did not change) and another tutorial for the following tuesday....

Last tutorial meeting you can say my tutors were more help than the previous ones..... I kinda wish they could point it out like weeks ago instead so we are on scehdule? Now it still feels like I'm still changing my concpet it's such a pain! (The idea of undead playing piano is still here, I had a new concept of normal broken piano with arms sprouting out of the top (Which people did mention it's scary enough) and then my tutor said I had more interesting pianos last week - Like, you couldn't have commented it last week instead so I DON'T have to think of a new one for this week!?
And about my character, you couldn't have told me it didn't look 18th/19th century enough (I think I wanted 19th century, not 18th) but they said the 19th one didn't look like a musician and think I should've gone for ones that look like Mozart era..... you couldn't have said you sooner in the previous week!?

My hand in for this is the coming friday, and I wanted to stop working on f***ing concepts and do other things like testing camera angles (Which I have to make a new one because I keep on forgetting everything is pretty much 16:9) and that he said for my environment I should make a collage instead of using textures from Cgtextures (WTF, who's gonna look at the enviornment so much!?) and I don't understand what he meant by collage....

And I want to research on textures for my premade clothes, not dawdling on the ****ing concepts again!!

I want to start straight into modelling as soon as this following week is over because I know I need a lot of time to not just model but apply and create textures to the model as well!
And now it feels like it lacks a story (Since the previous one didn't seem to work, I have no back story for this one really, just that the piano eats human bodies, and the musician is nose-less because lack of missing body parts make people feel disturbed and unnatural and that's what I want - screw back story my ass! Who's gonna know what kind of bg story your character has on one look anyway!?)

I wanna cry T_T Stupid stress! Stupid wavering concepts! Stupid pressure! Stupid brain - meeeehhhh!!!!

And yesterday and Friday I did nothing, I stayed to three in the morning on Friday morning (Thursday night) to finish my damn poster (Because they want you to submit it on that day and won't allow for further printing over the weekend) and I woke up at 9amm that same friday morning to hand in the poster myself because they won't accept it if you're not in person AND between 10~12am. I came back home to wait for that damn testing fire alarm at 2pm so I CAN sleep. Slept for 6 hrs straight, woke up and later slept again.

Yesterday I did nothing since my head hurts and my mind needs rest, can't do a single thing. I wanna rest today too but I can't, don't have time for it *stares at clock* I better go cook & have lunch and head off to uni to work my ass off later...

I'm so sick & tired with preproduction... especially if I don't get good advices on it anyway!

(Don't mind me I feel better ranting for a bit)
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